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Nurul farhana mwti pre u 2 i'm just me like it or leave it

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Hello bloggy!
sorry for almost abandoning you
Didn't mean to..
I just have something to share.
I've came back to my senses after meeting one of my most beloved teachers, Ustazah Rushydah for a small reunion today..
We talked and I felt as if I was hit by concrete again and again and again..
I'm a leader who is suppose to show a good example. What did I do? Definitely not that..
Sacrifice.. be dear to the people.. Show a good example. Open my mind. Learn. Teach. Those are what I'm suppose to do. I had been a little more to the irresponsible section. RESPONSIBILITY. I agreed to this meaning I have to be RESPONSIBLE for my actions on it.
Can't believe it took me such a long time to re-realise! With the way I feel, I think, I need Mr. Salik to yell at me, "WHO DO YOU THINK TO ARE? WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE OTHERS?"
Those times a council camp. Hit me hard when Ustazah was talking. I need that yelling and strictness. I need my dear friend Jannah to tell me what's right at the end of the day. Remind me of my mistakes.
Ustazah kept emphasizing on the need to be with friends who constantly remind you of the right path, of Allah. Remind you of your responsibilities. As a Muslim. A sister. A leader. Whatever there is. "Hidupkan alumni. Hidupkan Islam." That was her subject.
Thank you Ustazah, barakkAllahufiiha. I love her lots. :)

Ya Allah.. I need you.. Guide me, please..

I have to set my priorities right from now on. I will. Please, bear with my change, dear classmates from pre university 1. I will be less of the person you know.

Anyway, I'm praying for a great week for everyone. Its going to be slightly tough without Ustaz Salam. However, this is life. We have to move on and be optimistic. Remind each other that Allah is always with us.
Ms. Bazitah once asked, "If you want to be a leader, what kind of leader do you want to be? If you want to be a Muslim, what kind of Muslim do you want to be?"
Now that is something to ponder on isn't it?
I want to be a Muslimah who is dear to people around her. Who knows what's right and what's wrong. Who listens, who perceives the truth and not the lies. Who comprehends and loves beings around her more than she loves herself. Ya Allah, make me this person. Amin..
Ustazah Rusydah reminded us to pray to Allah and work hard for the right things. Insya Allah, I'll try to do it..

Take care All..
May Allah bless us with another great week. InsyaAllah..
La haula wala quwwata illa billah..

Lots of love, nrlfrhna
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