Your tagboard codes here.
cbox recommended. Width: 350px.

Nurul farhana mwti pre u 2 i'm just me like it or leave it

bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

hello darlings!!

I've gotten dear diary back so I won't be sharing my stories with dear bloggy that much. SORRY.. However today, 3rd of December, 9:50pm, I pledge to build a boundary around myself and some people. For now at least. To some people, you know who you are, I have my own reasons as to why I stopped you from contacting me. I have my own reasons for not replying to your messages and for ignoring your calls. Soal hati, biar hati yang menentukan keinginannya. Get it?

After all that has happened, I believe I have a right to be a little selfish. I've let that someone go and have his own happiness with a girl he loves after all that has been done. It's time for me to create my own happiness. Like him, I'm entitle to have my wants and needs, realized and granted. Like him, I'm a human being with feelings. Not just a mere statue that has a body but not a soul. Other than that, I believe I have the right to say no to things I do not wish to have. I'm not a rag doll but a human being. What I want to do now, is to fill my life with little bits and pieces of things I enjoy doing or people whom I love to be with. I love being with my classmates and my family. To that, I believe for the next few weeks they are the non-family members whom I will be spending most of my time with. For the time being, I am not interested to find someone new or socialise. I'm making this clear because I cannot stand people who keep asking why I do this, or why I did that? If any of you are thinking of asking that, my answer would be, because I want to do that or I did it because it's my choice. As simple as that. There's another thing that I want, which is talking to people I enjoy talking with and maintaining the already-bonded relationship.

Did I made that clear, or what? :)

Oh yes, just for your information, I have not burn it. I don't think I want to. I'd rather keep it for keepsake. Please remember that it's my choice and it hasn't crossed my mind to blame you for it. :) I mean really.. I just want a normal life.

Aw..I miss owl.. *sighs*

gotta go now..
the first paragraph is for people who just don't understand. FUH!!
Goodnight everyone.
Take care and have a great week.
lots of love, nrlfrhna back to top?